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2nd-May-2008 07:32 pm - I have truly given up
I'm really tired of all this around me. I'm still here yet they still want so much, the fact that i'm still here is the important thing. Because i could have gotten out a long time ago. I'm tired of being repressed, I WANT TO BE ME. it's not fucking fair that all the hypocrites around me tell to "follow you're dreams" or "be yourself" When fucking can't. I so tired of being here. All you all that blind? all these people around me are the people that i want to dissaprate from my life for better or worse. i'll never understand if you won't let understand. I wish that it was easy to let go of all those around me but that only happens in movies never life.

I don't want to sound like a spoiled bitch but I want and need the attention i deserve in my family/life. I'm fucking tired of never being able to get that. And they still want me to give them more 'love' than I will ever receive. Everyone should be entitiled to people who truly care about them. The people who say someday are just full of shit. NO I'm not fucking depressed, no I don't hurt myself, Yes i do love myself above all because if i don't who will?

this world that i live in will probably continue to rotate as i continue my journey but I don't want to think about people who don't give a damn about me. They all care about someone else. I know under some circumstances there are exceptions, but if i don't care about me who will? life isn't going to be downhill from here but at least i can be humble. Because you won't enjoy being on top when you have never been down. If I don't care about myself now who will?

My life is a struggle that gets harder as days go by, but at the end will it be worth it.
20th-Mar-2008 08:19 pm - Writer's Block: Meaningful Words
What is your favorite quote? And why?

Jean-Paul Sartre:

Everything has been figured out, except how to live.
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